Aside

alone i feel 

im always alone

and when im surrounded with people i feel alone 

sometimes even more alone then when i am alone

starting to get these suicidal thoughts

i feel empty

all the running

all the missing

im tired of everything  

i want to run away forever

hide in a hole

hoping no one will know 

where im hiding cause i just want to go

i want to have friends that never leave me alone

i want to jump of a plane 

feel free

but were we born free to ever be

so many emotions just building inside me

i dont understand 

i dont understand many things

still so young 

not even close to wise

still so much to experience in life 

still so much to come

so much to cry over 

so much to lose 

i want to breath 

because honestly i cant right now

ugh from everything 

i just want throw everthing away and run

never come back

most of my friends betrayed me

they left me broken shattered with no one to turn to 

i have nothing 

i want nothing 

why cant i have the guts to leave 

because i dont want you to ask me why 

i dont know how to explain it 

i cant put my emotions into word 

i cant express them 

its just too hard

well it is for me 

“life man”

thats all i can say

 

 

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